The past few days has been a flurry of emotions for Ramil and me. The idea of having our baby has so far kept a silly smile plastered on our faces. The idea of being responsible for another human being has put a different kind of fear in us. I even keep checking my undies whenever I go to the CR to see if I have my period.
Within 24 hours of knowing we’re pregnant, I was kind of half-wishing the test messed up and got it all wrong. As we were given enough time to digest everything, we now found ourselves wanting this baby so much. I even found myself misty-eyed with the thought of losing this chance.
After our adjustments and journeys as husband and wife, we are given another challenge. I feel blessed that God feels we are worthy of this gift. Everything is so bright and rosy for us right now. We feel optimistic despite the fact that we barely have any money. We can’t wait to hold our baby in our arms and dream big dreams for him/her.